I don’t just wanna make this another journal or a diary entry blog. After all I am not a teenager anymore and those things are safer in a real diary that lays locked in my bed side table. I wanna use Medium for putting forth my opinions and thoughts which I believe have evolved and shaped how I am and how I see the world around me. Journey from a clueless , underconfident , naive teenager to a bold , opiniated , thoughtful , empathetic adult hasn’t been easy but it has also been my favourite journey. Not wanting to interfere in important issues , thinking my view doesn’t matter to taking initiative into bringing uncomfortable topics to the fore when everyone blissfully ignores the raging issues, that not only is necessary for our development but also for a future that is well thought of.
There a huge umbrella of things that interest me at the moment, the first will always be Love , I will write a lot about love and my utter failure in the department , I will also speak my mind about religion and the current affairs that surround faith , spirituality, cult , and everything in between, Politics is also my area of choice, from being like every other kid and an aloof citizen to entirely rejecting politics , to being the most involved person when anyone even utters so as to a poll result I would like to make my comments on the comtemporary politics and also the history that has shaped it, relationships are not my area od expertise if it would’ve been I would’ve has plenty of succesful ones..so we’ll leave that out. Something that I love to do and have plenty of fun in is observing people, someone once noticed a thing about me , that I don’t laugh on jokes I laugh on people and I think humans are so interesting and everything from weird to awesome to wonderful I would like to create a dictionary of people for people and by me i.e. the people. Philosophy has been my major in graduation , it made a deep impact on my but it left me bare , it did not give me peace,it even made me more confused and failed to give me answers, but it’s true what they say , Truth makes you uncomfortable, and so it did. My passionate love towards Urdu began when I joined my current college , it has many enthusiaists of the language and my attraction towards it kept growing and the best way to share that love is by sharing my favourite shayaris and also trying to translate them from my own perspectives and also urdu words , when one speaks Urdu it’s as if they’re trying to make love by mere words. I love food , so from time to time I would definitely share my favourite food experiences and also share me getting my hands dirty in making outlandish things. Currently I am reading a Book on the Beatles journey to Rishikesh, India and the thoughts of possibility of time travel keeps crossing my mind seeing the state of affairs today and how I would wanna live in the 60s 70s Hippies’ love revolution era, so I would also speak of my desire to live out the rest of my life as a hippy or maybe another lifetime.
Well I have put myself upto quite a task and I intend to fullfil it , I am not gonna set any deadlines because it has always proven to be counter productive to me actually achieving them and instead left me feeling anxious if I am unable to finish it on time. But to keep a check on myself I will check in weekly , I promise to keep talking , keep speaking , keep writing, to keep making people uncomfortable with the truth.